Dazed

Everything feels different...

I don't have to pay attention to the weather anymore

I don't have to pay attention to what I eat anymore

I don't have to keep all my frisbee gear on my most easily-reached shelf anymore

I don't have to maintain a change of clothes at lab anymore

I don't have to always carry ibuprofen with me in case my foot acts up anymore

I don't have to plan gym time every morning anymore

I don't have to hang frisbee clothes to dry all over my room anymore

I don't have to visualize plays in my head anymore

I don't have to set goals for my next practice, next month, next tournament, anymore...

無心插柳柳成蔭

昨天一整天想了一些事
未來的事
畢業以後的事
人生的路等等這一類的事

結果沈重得晚上實在沒心情做功
也沒心情做任何其他事
處在一種疲倦呆滯狀態
Adium 上的 status 就寫「無心。」

結果今天早上務熙回了IM：
「無心插柳柳成蔭」

明.湯顯祖.南柯記.第八齣－
似蟻人中不可得
觀音講下遇知音
有心栽花花不發
無心插柳柳成蔭

H&FJ at it again

From this archived post.

John Cage

   The first question I ask myself when something doesn't seem to be beautiful is: why do I think it's not beautiful? And very shortly you discover that there is no reason.